About 6/7 years ago i remember i got a phone call from my Dr. and they told me that i didn't have herpes but my blood count was high. i didn't know what that meant so i thought nothing of it since they said i didn't have it.
I get checked for StDs every 6 months especially if i get a new partner. and all my test come back negative no one said anything about blood and herpes
so now I've been with same person for the last 4 years and during this time I've been getting irritated by my rectum i thought it was hemroids and chafing one episode was so painful i wanted to die never wanted to go threw that again, i went to the Dr. to show her pictures of that episode, yes i took pictures because i new bout time i have my appointment it will be gone, so anyway i show the pic and she said, oh its just a hair bump and chaffing hair bumps can be be painful too she examine the area and said she didn't see anything.
OK thought nothing of it so now i get another phone call from another Dr. office and they said i don't have the virus, but i have been exposed to it. not knowing what that mean either. do i have it or not? so now i'm freaking out i feel like my life is over at this point. and looking back at these frequent irritations around my rectum i think that i had it all this time and those are herpes outbreaks, i really don't know what to think i need help
i told my boyfriend and he claims he doesn't have anything. is that possible? we haven't had sex in the last 6 months because i move to another state now, i admit i had sex with someone since I've been here we wore protection even though he kept trying to go in without one. so could i just have gotten it? or i been had it? , do i have it? so confused,