I finally crossed over from the dark side

I've finally accepted hsv 2 in a way, honestly idk who the hell gave it to me being that I was never tested for it thanks to my doctors and the CDC , and getting a full on out break months possibly years after a potential partner that have it but I realized I'm much more than hsv2, A little virus w temporary symptoms is not gonna get me down for the rest of my life ,

we need to remember that herpes is not in vaginal fluids or semen or saliva it's a skin and nerve condition not a life threatening condition, it's funny because I started a new job and for like a whole week straight I just keep seeing people with cold sores like half the ppl I work with are walking around with cold sores , don't care ,every time I see them I think about what I went through this year I have hsv 1 and can count on one hand how many times I had one last one I had was in 2013, it's herpes and nobody acting crazy about that for some reason

, it's just a very annoying stigma attached to it and I know I'll meet ppl that won't have it and are open minded still wanting me and I won't give them anything , and it could be way worse I imagined somebody giving me claumydia and I didn't know I had it and becoming infertile for the rest of my life , boy would I wanna just kill someone or if somebody would have gave me HIV I would have wanted to kill someone for something like that but hey it's just herpes and I'm getting better and stronger everyday