When you feel horribly guilty

My boyfriend got an outbreak and we found out that I gave him herpes. So, at the same time I discovered that I have a disease for the rest of my life and also I gave that same shit to the person that I love the most. I'm so sad. Just feel horrible. He did not deserve that.

You didn't know and it's usually not tested for. The vast majority of those with herpes don't know they have it. {{{hugs}}}

I'm so so so sad. Need a hug so much.

How is he handling it?? If he's understanding and has educated himself, that would sure help ease your mind.