This is my herpes story......

Hello my name is brandy and im 16 years old,

never thought id be on-line today doing this.

I just recently got diagnosed, the guy that had gave this to me did not warn me that he had it.

my best friend knows about it and thinks i should sue him.

But what for ? its not just his fault i should have used my head to be safe about it.

and to be honest ... i don't know were it came from.

NOT APPLYING THAT I SLEEP AROUND, because i dont.

but i hadn't had sex in about a month when i had got diagnosed so it could have been from a while back and i never knew..

& i pray that it hasn't been passed to anyone.

Anyway, Ive learned alot from this past month since i got diagnosed ,

And if there was one thing i wish i could do ....

It would be to go back in time and id never have sex till marriage.

But hey , im not the only one out there.

i cant help but feel horrible and embarrassed and alone since ive been told i had it.

witch is why i joined this site , hoping to meet new people , connect with others and share some support..

My family is surprisingly supportive, i feel like ive let them down though.

i just hope everything will eventually get better.

emotionally wise,

i wish i could say physically too but i dont think theres ever going to be a 100% cure ...

<3 Just have to stay strong